alright.. posting results were finally released today. got into tpjc AGAIN. it's not that i din expect it.. but i really do wanna go SA. it was only until after i knew bout my posting when i realised how much i wanna go SA. tpjc is so not a good place for studying.. or so i think it isnt. cos that sch is so damn slack. im afraid that if i stay.. i wun study at all. i'll just play n play. so there i was.. crying when i thought bout this. i think im such a crybaby.. broke down in front of some of my classmates. how embarassing.
now im just trying to think positive. if i really end up in tpjc.. then so be it. well.. tp is near! made many good friends dere as well! most impotantly.. guitar. i think the reason for me having a dilemma from choosing between SA n tp is cos of tp's guitar ensemble. honestly.. i go to sch bcos of guitar. i had to drag myself to sch on other days. hopefully this mindset will change after the holidays.
feeling rather down nw. i cant find any reason to be happy about. yea i rmb that personality profile speaker telling me to smile more. come on. to smile more at the rate im smiling nw.. i'll just look like a retard.
Joy comes in the Mourning
BEECHed at : 11:36 PM