Thursday, August 31, 2006
shagged~
im like so tired yet im not asleep yet.
i think im being very stupid. jm will laugh her butt off if she knew why. ok. maybe not. she'll just probe and probe den tell me to stop being so stupid.
im like daydreaming all the time nowadays.
i hv an 'ah gong' now. but he hasnt given me my present yet. (ah gong u noe wad i want. heehee)
what's your name?
BEECHed at : 12:01 AM
momentum=mass x velocity
where is my momentum?
sometimes i really wonder if im doing the right thing. i wonder if im really passionate about something. if im really passionate.. den it wun die off so soon. like a flame extinguished. or am i too busy to even allow myself to be passionate about something? im so affected by trivial stuff.. which made me think of doing the most ridiculous thing ever. the reason why i chose it.. my hardwork.. all for nothing? am i like.. nothing?
BEECHed at : 9:51 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
26 august:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!yay! today's my b'dae and im really happy! went out this morning to meet up wif swee, ah yo, chin shyan, goldi and abi. we went to lunch at pizza hut cos fish & co was too expensive. ha. ordered the pull-out cheese crust meal plus lots of side dishes! like wow.. so much food aand plus the company of j2s who had high positions in guitar ie president, secretary, treasurer n librarian. coincidentally, someone else was celebrating b'dae. so the j2s pulled out this piece of cake and sang even louder. really damn loud. but it was so nice of them. im given many many cards, a beautiful bracelet and a set of baby stuff. haha. i love the presents!went to take neoprints after lunch. how long had it been since i last taken a neoprint? i think 1 yr? mayb more den tat. haiz. if only i can scan them into my com. oh well.. that's not all! afta a lil shopping, i tot i shld let them go back home to study. so ya.. dey went home and i went to meet up wif mommy. she bought me to tony roma at suntec! being the kiasu her.. we went in at ard 530 for dinner. my pizza hadnt digested! but i went on anyway. wow! the ribs r damn gd! so i got my well deserved retribution-- i became super bloated and uncomfortable. haha. glutton.finally.. we went to have ben & jerry's ice cream. it was heavenly.. the chocolate fudge brownie was so so good! im craving for more.. heehee.i spent the last 15 mins of 26 aug to recall the events of the day. indeed its one of the best birthdays in the past 16 years. i have my class to celebrate wif, my guitar ppl to celebrate wif too.. so unlike the past years. cos no one in netball wld give a damn. ive met so many nice ppl in jc. i feel blessed to be loved by so many.this marks the end of chapter 16 and the beginning of chapter 17. the past year has been colourful and fulfilling. o'levels, jc, common tests, guitar, panorama, musical synergy.. i have learnt much and grown from the experiences. i believe that chapter 17 will be just as exciting as chapter 16. we shall see..i THINK ive gained 2kg today. oh no.
BEECHed at : 10:44 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
to my dear keyboardist:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTIN(aka xuan wei)!!!and not forgetting..HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD!!!wah.. so many birthday gals n boy this week! going broke bcos of buying their presents. haha.s27 was so sweet. celebrated gerald's and my b'dae ytd. bought this normal sized chocolate cake for us. it tasted good! just that the cream was a lil too fattening. haha. they kinda made our b'dae a big event. invited bock and miss peh to celebrate. like so nice of them to come down despite of their busy schedule. some of them gave miss devi a piece. den she was like smsing me just now "happy belated b'dae!". err.. its not even here yet! lol! im still 16! a msg to s27:actually i knew about the surprise thing on tuesday le. haha. u'all made it so obvious can? =D thanks anyway.
BEECHed at : 7:05 PM
this is one special post for dear purple jie jie:
HAPPY B'DAY YUN XUAN!
BEECHed at : 7:19 PM
warning warning. something shocking coming ur way so brace youselves..
H3 MATH ROCKS!LOL. i was so reluctant to go and yet im looking forward to the next tutorial already! the content is interesting. its so unlike the usual full of digits dull maths. completely different. but i like! bock rocks! im so gonna work hard to stay in h3. yeah! in the beginning.. i found myself sitting in a room with nerds. but now i think they're nice ppl. humble and outgoing. =Dok! gonna study now! straight As here i come!
BEECHed at : 7:06 PM
mood: bored
what am i listening to? : maroon 5
drinking? : milk
wad am i thinking of? : guitar
wad am i most enthu abt now? : my new all gal band
cool! who's in the band? : gals. duh
wad am i doing nw? : slacking in front of the computer screen
wad did i do today? : slack
wad did i do ytd? : slack
wad am i supposed to do? : study for dynamics test and do tutorials
why am i not doing? : cos im really sian
why so sian? : cos i need to stay in sch for h3 tmr & tues
what do i see or hear? : i see books and papers calling out for me
omg! have i gone mad? : i think so
so what now? : go and study LA!
BEECHed at : 9:59 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
the fever has not subsided.
BEECHed at : 9:41 PM
~sick~~~~ill~~
im having a fever
AGAIN. what's up with my immune system man? damn sickening la! i've been observing the trend and guess what? i have a fever every fortnight on the same day. MONDAY.
went to sch late today cos i went to see to doc. went to a different clinic this time. haha. just to spare myself the embarassment. the polyclinic doc will go "you again?". im her regular. heh. but thats not the main reason. thing is i dont want to spend the entire morning waiting in the queue. the polyclinic is always so packed!
im so disappointed in ms peh! i passed her my MC just now and she went like huh. i told her about my condition and she said "oh i thought u were late! actually its very common to see latecomers." den went laughing at my expression. im not a regular late comer! argh! MISS PEH!!!
bock bock was so cute. ytd we were talking abt ACES day and he got so excited about it. all
CHILDREN exercise simultaneously. ya la.. mr lim u young at heart la. lol.
this week is a busy week! got math test tmr! gonna study nw! bye!
BEECHed at : 7:01 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
relieved..finally i have time for myself. i have been so busy since term 2 started that i could hardly breathe. well its over now! concerts.. farewell.. yep. now is the time to focus on studies. even though i have overcome some barriers, more obsatcles are approaching. i wanna take up a challenge. a new subject. i wanna take guitar exam. i wanna ace promos. tada! welcome to the stress world..
supply of happiness increases due to the rise in the number of providers. therefore, the supply curve shifts to the right.. and blah blah. so econs. wahahaha.. thank you to those who stood by me during my dark days of my jc life.
i know i have been rather emotional lately. haiz. what happened to me man? where did the cheerful and crazy bijun go? why do i shed tears so easily now? jm i agree with you lor(for once. haha!). im being such a loser. but its okay now! ive found the old me! hahaha!
come what may. what come may. MAY COME WHAT!
BEECHed at : 12:53 AM
BIJUN.. YOU HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO LET GO. YOU CANT LIVE IN THE PAST ALREADY. YOU DWELLED LONG ENOUGH. ITS TIME TO MOVE ON..
BEECHed at : 11:01 PM
29 jul 2006: Musical Synergy at VCHthe performance was a blast man! guitar rocks. actually i dun rmb wad i wanna say. cos its like so long since the concert. that excitment kinda faded away. im lazy to recount on the whole thing. all in all, it was a gd performance (cos we had more stage time than panorama! haha). it was OUR show.
thanks to:
mommy, gor gor, yuan and salamah for coming
jm and gongs for ur support and sunflower (gongs u still owe me 10 bucks. wahaha! sab oso!)
jinbo and fren for screaming SOOO loudly! jinbo u r my no.1 fan!
peisi, zhiyi and suzhen for ushering and the sunflower
mr tan for coming
evelyn and nanny for the cool black t-shirt
2 aug 2006: guitar handover cum farewell a msg for all seniors:i hope you have enjoyed all the performances the j1s put up. we really put in a lot of effort to make this farewell a memorable one. and thank you so so so much for the wonderful memories you all gave me. i will never forget you all. all the best to you.a msg for my dear guitar 2 seniors:thank you. really. thank you so much for everything. you all have treated me like your baby in guitar 2. i really appreciate the care and concern you showered on me. especially chin shyan, xiao wen and huichun. thank you for going crazy with me. yun xuan and hui fang, thank you for lighting up the dull rehearsal days. shi zhen and valerie.. thank you for being in guitar 2. goldi.. thank you for being so understanding. thank you for believing in me. thank you for making me the treasurer even though i had no post in the past. thank you for being my sectional leader. thank you for being my president. and u shall always be my president. wenting.. my yoyo. my ah yo. my lao yo. my sister. my mommy. my ah mah. thank you for everything. your support and encouragement. thank you for being there when my skies were grey. i cant bear to leave all of you.ALL THE PERFORMANCES I PUT UP ARE DEDICATED TO MY GUITAR 2 SENIORS.thank you so much once again. guitar 2 rocks. guitar 2 rules. bijun loves u.
BEECHed at : 9:29 PM