~s3(as in 'cube')=
super sian sia~ quote idol
i really cant explain how bored i was! ok. today i woke up
super early to go attend e metta carnival. i was supposed to perform.. so ya. i had to go. e first part bout the performance was okay. just that i din realise i was sitting right in the middle
(n i wasnt sitting properly). we performed several pieces den some solo by ashraf n choo.afta that its lunch break. we were given a 3 dollar coupon each to get our food. so turtle n i were like blur n just bought wad wt n sw bought. that bowl of uncooked noodles costed 3 bucks!! on top of that.. its not even nice. so we made jr eat 3 bowls of uncooked noodles. wahaha!
met near e stage afta lunch. everybody just sat dwn to watch e performances. that is e
sian part. was supposed to sell the metta coupons n we received it like at 2? 3? n tha carnival ends at 5. tell me who's gonna buy them. i was pestering the elephant mascot to buy e coupons.
surprisingly.. our guit pres told us "if y'all are tired then just rest somewhere. but dun let the metta ppl see." how not to expect the metta ppl to see? they r everywhere! its just like that time when i sprained my finger. "dun press too hard on the fret board ok?" said goldi. how can i produce a gd note if i dun press hard? heh.
then most of the j2 gals, turtle n i went up 2 the children's playground. as in the indoor type with air-filled stuff that lots of kids love to jump or bounce on. we were in awe. as in "wow!". just like deprived kids. we almost went on to jump on those things but it was damn embarassing. so we waited for goldi to make a move 1st. but she wun budge!(although we all noe she wanted it so much). heehee. din do it after all. we ended up sitting on a matteress doing nth. sigh.
BEECHed at : 7:16 PM
~slack ahhh!!!~
finally! its slack time! wow.. these few days were like so tiring for me. i couldnt breathe man.. phew! TGIF..
ytd i had chi and econs. chi was weird! cos its totally different frm all that ive done in the past. 1 mcq for 4 marks. like wth! its either u get it or u dun. i have a pretty gd feeling bout econs. cos surprisingly they concentrated more on demand supply. made me feel that ive studied so hard for nth cos i concentrated on market structure.
today was phy. darn.. forgot how to tackle one of the questions! and that question happened to be the one ive revised b4! oh well..
den went to tm after phy. it was super early when we reached. met idol n her pw members doing gpp! wow.. dey're super enthu. so unlike my grp. lets not get into the details. sighs.. watched da vinci code! it was pretty okay imo. but that perverted monk! that part was super gruesome.
got matta performance on sunday. i just keep forgetting bout it! heh.. mayb i'll just forget to even wake up early. i'll make an effort to rmb though..
BEECHed at : 6:04 PM
again my heart sank
is it nothing?
force the tears back
is it nothing?
if only that was done
is it nothing?
perhaps it is not so bad
is it nothing?
i try to deceive myself
is it nothing?
but to no avail
is it nothing?
i have had enough
is it nothing?
to give but not to take
is it nothing?
no one appreciates
is it nothing?
they take it for granted
is it nothing?
no one cares
is it nothing?
BEECHed at : 6:24 PM
yay!! a friday finally! this wk has been quite a drag. cos my common tests r comin up.. like nxt wk. wth.. i think tp is the only collage with such weird time-tables. CRAP. have not finished with my studies. having chi, econs and phy next wk. phy need to do questions. econs.. well.. having trouble getting everything into my head. oh dear.. but i'll work hard! self-motivation is necessary.
i feel super accomplished today.
first.. honey, durling and i managed to give our precious turtle her belated bdae present! heh.. we gave her a surprise. what did we do? we pretended that honey was quitting guitar. my job was to lure her into the classroom where we did our skit. n so i did.. looking all serious and solemn. brought her dere and honey took over. honey was such a gd actress man! she really sounded as though she was crying. and TURTLE FELL FOR IT! she tried to console honey but realise it was all an act when we surprised her with the present. that expression on her face was a mix of bewilderment, surprise, excitment, embarassment, joy, and pure shock. haha! i love that kind of satisfaction after getting my mission accomplished, esp seeing the fruits of our labour. its all worthwhile.
then.. angel, blechy gal, royal bananna and wl came over to study. cant say its very productive but i managed to clear most of my doubts when we phoned ms peh. heh.. its fun hanging out with them. but when it comes to study.. i dun think studying in a big grp is productive. cos dere were a lot of distraction. mayb we can try studying in sch nxt time.
BEECHed at : 7:50 PM
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BEECHed at : 10:04 PM
woohoo! i finally got rid of a PEST!
Persistent
Eeeky
Stubbon
Toot
i hope it stays this way man.. yay!
BEECHed at : 12:49 AM
something miraculous happened today.. i actually enjoyed netball during the spe! shocking ya? we played the game today.. n we won all! yea! my team-mates were awesome! esp angel, sz, anna n blechy gal! well done ppl! u all did great!
ANGEL + DEVIL = VICTORYi guess its really cos of the team that made me hate netball sooooo much. ya. i shall not go into the details. but after today.. i realised that a small part of me still likes netball-the sport. not the team. i guess its cos i enjoyed working wif my team. a netballer must have the necessary skills and techniques. but den again.. one cnnt go far without team spirit. that's wad cedar netball lacked.
guit today was like s.h.i.t. really boring.. listened to choo choo bout keeping nails. that went on for 1 hr. den we din get to play as much. its a wed for goodness sake! furthermore.. durling and honey din go! they broke their promises! sighs.. i forgive them. their gpp is more impt.
crap. haven finished my hwmk yet. just reached hme. got gp ca tmr! argh! n chi oral too! bleah..
BEECHed at : 7:20 PM
im tired of being tired. so many things are waiting for me to accomplish. i have piles n piles of hmwk to do. common tests are ard the corner. rehearsals are coming my way. im tired. but wad to do? cant just sit at one corner and cry. crying doesnt help solve anything. still have to study at the end of the day.
had a taste of being the guitar president ytd. i was put in charge cos the j2s went for their sea carnival. wah.. super tiring can? first my pres handed me the keys. those r things that i can nv ever dare to lose. then my teacher-in-charge came after me for the collage day ppl. and i had to stay till 7 just to wait for the collage day ppl to return so that i could lock up. i wonder if goldi does that all the time..
i dun think im up to the task of leading the entire guit ensemble. mayb i can just be the comm member. my impression bout ytd is that i was under observation.. if u noe wad im talking about. i must say that goldi has a lot of trust in me. passed me the keys without hesitation. im really honoured.
must go do hmwk nw. i hope guit practice tmr is a better one.
oh ya.. netball sucks.
BEECHed at : 5:56 PM
~sports day~
"one of the best during my 4 years in tpjc." said dear principal of tpjc. den i think the sports day for the other years must be really terrible. how can it even be considered as gd?
today is the worst sports day i ever had. waste of precious time in my honest opinion. it was soooooo boring. the only high times were when we cheered for the s27 guys. (u guys rock man! the ONLY hope for eagle house) and when ms peh was involved in a race. thats all. i spent my time walking and pacing ard.. stoning and just totally spaced out.
went to pizza hut for lunch after that! the bus stop was super crowded cos everyone was heading for tm. was bickering with sheryl kwan (or kwan mei mei or kwan po chu. dunno wads her chi name) on the way to tm. she wanted to be the empress dowager so she was like "eh hold my hand. support me when i climb stairs. shelter me from the rain". haha. im her beechie mama! how could she have treated me like a slave?!
and so we went on until we reached pizza hut. had the mother's day special meal. it was shared among 6 ppl. anna, blechy gal (aka kwan po chu), wl, ms peh, idol n me. ms peh ate very little! i think its cos she wanted us to have more.. n still paid the same price as us! that blechy gal! so skinny already still wants to go on diet. as her beechie mama.. i had to force food into her. haha. actually i merely fed her with 1 slice of pizza.
the others went to watch mi3 after lunch. din go cos no money. sighs. think they r still enjoying the movie nw.
BEECHed at : 3:35 PM
~crapped up~
gonna have a hell lot of tests nxt wk.
gp compre n essay on thurs
chi oral on thurs
phy on thurs
chem on tues
what's up with thursdays man? have not started studying yet.
received many test papers today. here are the results:
phy... A
econs... B (damn upset)
gp essay... FAIL!!!! (not like im surprised)
sprained my finger ytd thanks to DEAR netball. it hurts so much that i was advised not to play guitar. i din care man. just went ahead with the playing. what else could i do ytd during guit? sit and stone? goldi told me not to 'press too hard on the board'. i went like 'huh?'. if i dun 'press hard'.. nth will come out. haha. love my pres man. shitty. i HATE netball. i REALLY HATE netball. i ABSOLUTELY HATE netball. i hate it to the center of the core. *roll eyes*
BEECHed at : 6:23 PM
~the bus stop incident~he has done it again. n this time round was in front of so many ppl. maybe it wasnt a good move at all. argh.
BEECHed at : 5:46 PM