had guitar exchange today at CJC. that place is cool man. they have their very own performing arts centre n an indoor gym! wow. tpjc is quite sad. outdoor gym.. with lousy facilities. basically.. the exchange is about sharing what the schs do during practices n how to further improve on them so that quality time is spent. was split into grps for many discussions. its quite boring during discussions cos my grp was quiet. only jm, yoyo, asraf n me were participating. the CJC guy is boring. oopx. the improvising n composing part was the best out of all discussions. our tune was simple but nice. jm, yoyo, asraf n joshua did the melody. i did the strumming n the others did bass.
im feeling very empty nw. mayb its cos i went crazy n laughed too much with the other j1s. mayb its cos i miss cupid. met her just nw btw.. mayb im over-sensitive bout trival stuff. i feel that im being forgotten. i feel that im out-of-the-place. i feel that im being too nice.. that ppl might get the wrong msg though my actions. i think im taking too many things for granted n that i expect a lot in return. i feel that im unimprotant to some ppl.. like being neglected or ignored. this is making me feel inferior. i have mixed up 2 words that r of 2 different meanings. i keep asking myself the same question but i just cnnt find an answer to it. follow the head? or follow the heart?
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