im pissed. pissed with myself. how could i have thought of it that way?! its so ridiculous
honestly.. i was rather unhappy bout not getting the secetary position. the person who got the position is so not-the-admin-type. i mean.. i wanted to give administration a shot. cos ive NEVER tried it b4. but y was it that he got it n i din? butt kissing came to my mind immediately. wad an attention seeker. i dun mind if choo is biased towards someone that is capable. he doesnt seem capable. out of all people.. him?!??! i couldnt accept it.
however.. my mindset changed drastically this morning. i was talking to sw bout the selection of comm members cos she aint too happy that turtle became pres. she was rooting for me. haha. thanks gal. den she told me the reason y goldi put me as the treasurer. its cos goldi didnt want me to be stressed bout guitar admin stuff and she wants me to have more time to study. n she even gave me one of the top positions. im really moved. im really touched. she cares so much for me n yet i could still be unhappy wif her decision. i feel like an ungrate.
BEECHed at : 12:51 AM