'BEECH'ES OF SATURDAYsat was the meet the parents session thing and i really wanna mention something.
miss devi was the biggest beech of the day cos she told mom that i should 'decrease my social life. its not like she has much time to socialise due to her heavy schedule, but she should decrease her social life.' and then she gave me THAT smile and THOSE evil eyes, implying on something, which i
immediately understood. thank goodness my mom thought im too talkative in classes.
miss devi was the funny beech but the Young one was a total real BITCH. she is totally making me hate her. come on u bitch. if u wanna say smth bad abt me den just go ahead! she's damn fake can. *the stupid, classic Young one smile*
SO, THE WAY TO ACE GP IS TO GET AN ANGMOH BOYFRIEND, START DANCING AND STILL STAY FAT, AND KEEPING GIVING THAT UNBELIEVABLY FAKE SMILE ALL THE TIME.*rolls eyes at the Young one*
BEECHed at : 9:28 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
MOOD & EXPRESSIONim damn scared? im damn excited?
omg. SYF is like in 29 days time. less than 1 month already? im feeling the pressure from both cca and studies. crap. i think i keep screwing up some parts of the pieces! like the runs in jota. cos my fingers are short so i cant really stretch. speaking of which, the gavotte thing at the last part requires me to do a split with my fingers (as according to raj).
today's prac was on mood and expression. get into the mood of the music and express it. erm.. kinda tough for me cos im used to having that stone look while playing pieces, as though i feel nth for the piece. actually its quite true. i dun feel anything for the pieces. that's probably why i dun play very well. it probably applies to most of us too. so i tried just now.. to be in the mood and express it. 'obladi-oblada' was a breeze man; just need to have the spastic smile on the face. haha. 'cant help falling in love' is quite tough. hv to express to mood of being in love. like huh...
anyways, i still believe in the ensemble! although we r all beginners, we make a
formidable team! we are going to beat sac or any other strong opponents! gold w honours! goLd W hOnoUrs! GOLD WITH HONOURS!
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!
BEECHed at : 9:40 PM
SHITim damn tired after the camp and i haven really touched on work yet. SHIT.
i feel we're still far frm gold. SHIT.
im having a terrible shoulder ache since just now. SHIT.
im eating way too much nowadays. SHIT.
i realise i have stage fright. SHIT.
i cant concentrate while doing my work. SHIT.
i spend too much time on the com. SHIT.
i get distracted easily. SHIT.
i cant get canon right. SHIT.
i think my math tutor is SHIT.
i think sbs is SHIT.
i think im saying 'shit' too many times. SHIT.
BEECHed at : 12:49 AM
CHINGAY 2007 (deleyed post)
yea i noe chingay was like ages ago but i recently grabbed a few pics frm captain's blog. so.. just wanna share them.
some deco on orchard road.
simply our favourite
team singapore gymnasts. kwan, captain, anna and swan were drooling!
ashraf looking elsewhere.. haha
robot!
woohoo! vincent valentine from ff7. but so poor thing.. 'kena' mobbed by us.
swan, i think she's pointing the gun at u. hahaha..
omg. poor ashraf's face got censored.
more cosplayers
omg. moon, wen and jamie look damn cool. yea! cedarians rock!
yep yep! had loads of fun doing nothing as a half-lane usher!
BEECHed at : 6:53 PM
I'M BACKi feel the need to really practise and practise e syf pieces cos i suddenly got worried abt how we're gonna fare for syf. but its not just gonna take 1 person to make it. it depends on everyone. that's where the worry comes in. im worried that some still dun come into realisation that syf's ard the corner. for now, im just trying to avoid anymore conflicts.
the cca exhibition was slack, well at least for me. sat at the booth and played a few songs b4 sneaking off to somewhere. actually i dun understand why guitar didnt perform then. band, choir and even CO performed. if we want ppl to know how guitar ensemble works, we should perform!
as according to poppy, he was at the guitar booth while i was having consultation w adrian ong. what on earth was he doing there?
im hopelessly having an infatuation for ---- -----. i didnt know it would last for so long. i cant take the distraction already. its like distracting me from my studies and i cant concentrate. shit shit shit. worse thing is that i cant shake it off. i just waiting for ---- ----- to do something to turn me off completely. what if he doesnt do anything to turn me off? oh shit shit shit.
BEECHed at : 12:27 AM
THINK THINK THINKwas bitching, erm i mean chatting, with miss devi from 130 to around 330. we were having so much fun that she actually forgot about her make-up session with s17. oops. haha. congratulations miss devi! u've set the record of the longest duration of a tutor bitching with bijun!
miss devi thinks i think too much. she wants me to be like anna, not to be a glutton like her (HAHAHA..), but learn to take not so important things less seriously. haha. but anna doesnt even take things seriously! anw anw.. i think she has a point there. i usually spend time thinking and thinking abt irrelevant stuff rather than saving that energy for her chem qns. yea.. so things like whether or not to attend pe lessons i should just DUN THINK, and DUN GO! right right? woohoo!
and OMG. i actually blurted it out in front of miss devi. well.. she seemed really happy to know abt it judging from how interested and excited she looked. den she went on telling me stuff relating to it with like huge smiles. her advice: 'yes' and 'no'. err.. wad the hell? haha.
should i? sHoUld i? SHOULD I?? omg im thinking too much again.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
BEECHed at : 6:57 PM