Wednesday, April 05, 2006
*in a nightmare*
it has been miserable for me these days. im very distracted bcos of this. it has only been less than 3 wks!! i think its really too fast. by asking weird questions n going all out aint gonna work. yes.. ive gotten the hint. but do u noe that im currently afraid of u? it has shown me the other side of u. the persistent side. im trying really hard to avoid u. but the more i wanna avoid, the more i bump into u. do u noe that the whole BMT knows abt it? i think e whole of guitar noes. ya n do u noe why? its cos ure being so damn obvious. nw i feel very awkward to even be in the same class as u. if u haven realised.. i was the one who told abi to 'take care' of u. i dun even want to talk to u. i dun even want to see u. but u keep appearing. u said 'hi' in the very shy manner. that made me wanna run away. yea n my classmates know. not cos i told them. its cos ure being so obvious. let me make my stand clear.. it is not possible. no matter wad. i wun get into a relationship. not this year. not next year. so.. dun waste your time on me. its not worth the while. im really sorry. but i believe im not the one ure looking for. please stop already.
BEECHed at : 8:06 PM