broke down

sch work, projects, guitar
i cant catch up with work
i cant finish tutorials
tutors understand
but i feel bad
guilty

grp members dun understand how i feel
he values gf more than pw
did no contribution to grp
he feels that we left him out
hello?!
frustrated

members gave tutor consent w/o asking my opinion
i have no time at all
last minute work
still so fickle
pushing here and there
y cant u'all think for me?
pissed

major class discussion
din tell me anything abt it
kept it from me
am i not part of the class?
left out

sacrificed my time and energy for it
they dun cooperate
keep jamming
even got sc mad
if u'all dun wan den just tell me straight in e face
y waste everybody's time?
lost

if ure pissed wif me
den just confront me
dun give me all that shit
just buzz off
i dun give a damn
angry

stressed
pressurized
so many burdens
so little time
no understanding
i dunno what to do

beechie

*26 aug 1989

*bedok west pri
*cedar girls' sec
*tampines jc

*beechie_@hotmail.com

LOVES
*my family
*music
*jm
*the satos
*cedar
*cedar uni
*tpjc guitar ensemble
*tpjc 06s29(1st 3 mths)
*guitar 2'2006
*guitar 1'2007
*orientation '07 OG35
*movie marathons
*animals
*eating
*sleeping
*cadbury chocolates
*to go crazy
*to crap

HATES
*fever
*horror flicks
*exams
*heavy metal and techno
*anti-socials
*creepy crawlies
*my old computer
*waking up early
*human pests
*smokers

WISHS
*straight As for A levels
*a lasting motivation
*good health
*a good year ahead

CHAT

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