Wednesday, February 07, 2007
UPSETi haven been upset by someone for quite a while alr. and its not the first time im upset with this someone.
different ppl have different priorities. my priority now is to get good grades. what comes second is to get a gold or even gold with honours for guitar. this doesnt mean that i dun want that gold badly. we all want that gold.
i inferred that we are accused of not being committed. im as commited as you. so far, ive skipped only 3 practices. there are ppl who turn up for every single prac too. i feel that ure being unfair to some of us.
yes. its my fault to ask to cancel. but the little speech of urs has gone slightly overboard. i felt that i was shot indirectly in the very obvious way. unfortunately, that has reminded me of that biggest bitch from netball when i was in cedar. ur tone and phrasing were the same as hers. but i really REALLY dun want to associate u with that bitch.
the reason y i stayed in guitar is cos dere hasnt been anything similar to my previous netball experience. u wun understand how i feel abt this.
i dun blame you for being frustrated w the ensemble though. i understand all those that u've said. but they could be phrased in a better way.
i miss you goldi.
BEECHed at : 9:41 PM